February 25, 2001

• so sad….i come back from a prolonged hiatus from blogging and my cute little kitten is gone!!! arrrrghhhs!
  
  so anyway, i have been rather busy with schoolwork and all, tryign to see where my life is heading. plus, it is the nightmare time of the semester when all the tests descend, threatening to suck the life outta my poor body. I am currently in the library taking a mandatory (for me that is) study break. The saddest thing is that i have lost my love for learning – thus my ineffectiveness in studying…
  
  i look back fondly (almost) on the days when I was inspired and motivated by my work and the things that were taught. I wonder what happened to that passion – is it burnout?
  
  instead, i now want to invest my time and energy in other things – more hands-on practical stuff. danae and lester for example are slowly growing to like each other . I think i take good care of them – this is what i mean by doing hands-on stuff. not necessarily just the small things like this, but i want to get involved in the things that I used to love doing – i want to be singing with a group again, i want to have the time to go to the university museum to sketch the wonderful objects.
  
  I shouldn’t be complaining actually – my life is good. and i recognize that. i need to get off my butt and start kicking some serious ass. i want to reclaim my little kingdom.

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